bad day...bad moods...
i hate the way tat u talk to me...
jz come back from school...
my mum call me...
she say...my father in law call her...
i dunno wats going on...
she told me tat my father in law saying my bad...
say i go out early n come back late...
n i go out wit other guy...
i was like...WAT???!!
he dun even noe anything...
he dunno anything then simply say...
yes...yesterday i out...
i go out wit guys n girls...no jz a boy..
understand??!!
i dun like ppl talking my bad b4 they noe wat happen...
go out oso got wrong ar???
i go find my cousin cannot ar??
only u all stupid boy got freedom then we girl dun hv?
wat the hell u all guy thinking?
i dunno wat u all wan la...
if i go out everyday then is my wrong...
i never take care of my baby...
but i didnt...
i go out for 1 day n jz go yam cha wit my frens n cousin oso cannot lo...
then wat the hell ur son doing huh?
he go out everyday...
so wat? u didnt care bout ur son then saying my bad to my mum...
if not ur son goo out i will go out meh?
ask him la...
u guys jz like tat lo...
b4 u get...u vry appreciate...
after get wat u wanted...
then jz dun care bout us...
we jz at home lo...
u go out for work nvm..
but go out for play..
wat? boy vry big ar now?
i dun care wat the stupid fucking things....
all i can do is jz follow ur lovely son lo...
he out i out...
he no out i no out...
tats all...good leh?
husband then no need take care of the children ar?
i will prove it...wife is life....
u will regret!!


frens...
i dunno wat to say anymore...
u all jz do wat u all wan ok?
i dun like to fan...
i dun wan to be middle ppl...
all is my wrong...
u all no wrong...
who can feel how im feeling now...
i feel like jumping into the sea u noe??
i had try my best to gv everything i have...
but wat i get is jz...hurt...
feel like my life is vry cheap...
i jz need someone tat i can talk to..
someone tat i trust...
someone tat can gv me feel warm...
but tis aint my husband ady...im vry disappointed