to all the ppl tat love me n care me soooo much!!!!
im feeling better...
there no quarrel between us anymore...
but i dunno it will happen again or not...
but i hope wont...
cz i think back...
i was jz making a big problem to u all...
but THX... u all help me for tis...
i really appreciate it vry much...
i love u guys...
forget bout before...
start a new life...
babes...thx for so care n worry bout me...
u all jz good for me...
no more others...
i hope no more quarrel or argueing between us...
dont like than jz tell out...
n hui...my lui lui...
i jz sorry tat i hv make u cry...
but no more crying now!!
LAUGH BABE!!! XD

bad day...bad moods...
i hate the way tat u talk to me...
jz come back from school...
my mum call me...
she say...my father in law call her...
i dunno wats going on...
she told me tat my father in law saying my bad...
say i go out early n come back late...
n i go out wit other guy...
i was like...WAT???!!
he dun even noe anything...
he dunno anything then simply say...
yes...yesterday i out...
i go out wit guys n girls...no jz a boy..
understand??!!
i dun like ppl talking my bad b4 they noe wat happen...
go out oso got wrong ar???
i go find my cousin cannot ar??
only u all stupid boy got freedom then we girl dun hv?
wat the hell u all guy thinking?
i dunno wat u all wan la...
if i go out everyday then is my wrong...
i never take care of my baby...
but i didnt...
i go out for 1 day n jz go yam cha wit my frens n cousin oso cannot lo...
then wat the hell ur son doing huh?
he go out everyday...
so wat? u didnt care bout ur son then saying my bad to my mum...
if not ur son goo out i will go out meh?
ask him la...
u guys jz like tat lo...
b4 u get...u vry appreciate...
after get wat u wanted...
then jz dun care bout us...
we jz at home lo...
u go out for work nvm..
but go out for play..
wat? boy vry big ar now?
i dun care wat the stupid fucking things....
all i can do is jz follow ur lovely son lo...
he out i out...
he no out i no out...
tats all...good leh?
husband then no need take care of the children ar?
i will prove it...wife is life....
u will regret!!


frens...
i dunno wat to say anymore...
u all jz do wat u all wan ok?
i dun like to fan...
i dun wan to be middle ppl...
all is my wrong...
u all no wrong...
who can feel how im feeling now...
i feel like jumping into the sea u noe??
i had try my best to gv everything i have...
but wat i get is jz...hurt...
feel like my life is vry cheap...
i jz need someone tat i can talk to..
someone tat i trust...
someone tat can gv me feel warm...
but tis aint my husband ady...im vry disappointed



hamster carrie yong~~
today carrie sot plak ady...
she make tat sound like hamster tat talk wit us...
hahah...cute...^^
babe....i noe u hv many things at dont wan to tell us...
but pls...
tell us...we will support u...
dun jz keep inside the heart...
im willing to help u for any problem...
im sad tat saw u cry today...
i like u smile n make hamster sound...
but if u really think tat u not happy wit him...
then jz let it go...
be more powerful...
tats only u...carrie yong...


happy today de...make new fren..
name i think is 'bird bird'??
cz she is elizabeth..
so we call her 'bird bird= beth beth"
XD
yam cha wit my cousin sister chicken n bird bird...
miss my cousin sis so much...
we talk a lot at the old town cafe...^^
gor...i will support u always!!
n bird bird...im welcome u to visit me n my baby halle^^



there is something wrong wit us...
i dunno y...
but i fell like u never even care me...
as i can say is...
u go out nvm...
at least u gv me a msg or a call..
but u didnt...
i dunno wat r u thinking....
how come u become like tis...
b4 u care me a lot...
but nw u change...
u care ur fren more than me...
wat the hell?
i cant even compare wit ur fren??
u tell me? izzit?
wat m i? im wondering....
WAT M I??

pimples!!!!
omg...wat is tis stupid big big dirty things on my face?
i dunno wat the hell is tat...
press oso cannot come out!!
ugly lo!!
i think is pimples...
but pimples is easy to press!!
wat the!@@#$@%@#%@^#$^$%##&
wat the hell is tat stupid things!!!
argh!! feel like wanna cut it down!!!!
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